Numb.

50 questions, 50 ways to get to know me.

1: What would you name your future daughter?
Ella or Addison.

2: Do you miss anyone?
Of course I do.

3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
I would say thank you, but I wouldn’t believe you.

4: Ever been told “It’s not you, it’s me.”?
Yup.

5: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Being done with high school.

6: Did you go out or stay in last night?
Stay in.

7: How late did you stay up last night?
10 PM?

8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
Yessssss.

9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
In English class.

10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
Yes.

11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
I could try. I don’t need it.

12: Have you pretended to like someone?
Probably.

13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Easily.

14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
My brother.

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Someone in particular, yes.

16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
Yes.

17: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
YUP.

18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
No.

19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
Actually, yes. Hahaha.

20: Who did you last see in person?
Kady.

21: What is the last thing you said out lot?
“What?”

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
No.

23: Have you ever been to Paris?
No, but I want to.

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Very.

25: Do you use chap stick?
Sometimes.

26: Who did you last share a bed with?
I don’t know.

27: Are you listening to music right now?
No.

28: What is something you currently want right now?
For everything to stop hurting.

29: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
Yes.

30: How is your heart lately?
Fragile.

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
Sometimes.

32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
Uhhh Sunday?

33: What do people call you?
Jordan.

34: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
All the time.

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
My entire life, every day.

36: What are you listening to right now?
Cars passing on the road.

37: What is wrong with you right now?
Not wanting to exist.

38: Love really is a beautiful thing, huh?
When it’s with the right person.

39: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
No, because they don’t come true.

40: What is on your wrists right now?
Nothing.

41: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected?
Single/confused/waiting for the unexpected.

42: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
Wearing a sports bra.

43: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
OH YEAH.

44: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
Probably.

45: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
No.

46: What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping.

47: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
No.

48: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
With someone, but I hate cuddling.

49: Have you ever been to New York?
Yup.

50: Think of the last person who said I love you to you, do you think they meant it?
No.